New Year 2010!

New year was AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME!

New Year’s Eve::

Met switlove in the morning at around 11am and then head off to his work place awhile to hand some documents.
Then head over to his house and chill there.
I don’t know how it happened but halfway though his mom and his bro was happily karaoke-ing.
-.-
His mom: Nadrah! Nyanyi arh…
Me: Tak tau lagu ni arh.. (For all the songs. Haha)
Him: Tipu!! Tipu!!
Me: *Giving him the evil look*
Him: HAHAHA. Dia malu tu!!

After that head over to Newton at around 5+ cause i was craving for stingray and kangkong there. Fuyooohh… Sedap…
I told him not to bring his bike cause i know it would be difficult later.
So yeah, the mrt. haha.
Member action.

After eating,
waited for his friends at the platform.
Panas bontot tunggu. Ish.
Opick came with the others and we were still waiting for Bunn and his gf.
Finally they came.
Haiyo.

Head over to The Marina Steps and sat there till the fireworks start.
Okae,
the fireworks was amazing. hehe.
Cool shit.
I LOVE FIREWORKS!

Then after that,
rush over to Tampines Mall to meet his parents and younger Bro to watch Avatar movie at 1.25am.

I keep telling him Avatar movie is crap and merepek over and over again.
BUT after watching,
i have to take back my words.
The movie was totally totally worth watching!
You guys should watch it.
Really.

After watching and you guys still think its crap, i’ll give your money back.
K, tu dah bedek.
You just pass your next movie money to me and i shall go watch it again to make sure if it was really that crap.
Okae? Okae go.

Anyways,
the movie was long. It ended at 4.15am.
His dad send me home and i reach home at 4.50am.

Once i reach home,
change my clothes and i started packing for my KL trip with the cousins.
Rent bus yaw!!

Pack pack pack,
5.30 am my mom came into the room waking my elder sis up asking her to bathe and get ready.
I accidentally shouted “I go bathe first!!”
Bathe already i continue packing while getting ready.

By 6.10am,
my family was out of the house heading to the mrt to head over to khatib where the cousins will all be there and the bus will arrive at 7am.

Will blog about it once the pics are in my hand. 🙂

Overall,

I LOVE MY 2010 STARTER!
🙂
Lalala….

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NURUL NATASHA!!

This post is dedicated to my beloved cousin,
Nurul Natasha Bte Sutrisnoh,
who finally turns 19. hehe.

Babe,
all the best in everything you do.
Semoga Allah panjangkan umur kamu dan di murahkan rezeki.

In good and bad times,
me and AinBacinBabe, would always be there for you.
We will never turn our head against you.

May you be blessed with tons of happy happy stuffs ahead of you.

Aku sayang kau banyak2!

I love you alot alot babe!

MUACKZ!

Much love, Nadrah aka lawa.
hahahha.

If you want your life to be a magnificent story, then begin by realizing that you are the author and everyday you have the opportunity to write a new page. ~Mark Houlahan

AwwWWW..

.CUTENESS.

Alamak

Yo yo yo!

Tmr will be my last day at SGH!
3 months have passed by so quickly.

Next week i’ll be at Great World City Shopping Center Unity Pharmacy.
Do drop by!
Haha.

Okae,
i have to learn how to get there first.
-.-
Jauh habis.

I have made so many friends at SGH!

And we’ll be having Ayuni’s farewell outing this sat.
oh la la..

Which reminds me i have 3 plans on sat.

Damn.
How am i gonna squeeze all in one day.

Anyways,
anybody wanna play pool?
hahah..
Random dong.

I wanna play pool!
Drop me a msg yaw!

 

And,

I miss shopping outings with
my teh-twin sister, C.R,
GJ,
my beloved babes Ain and Nat.
😦

And once i start working at UNITY,
time will be a problem.
Why la the timing like that.
I don’t like.

K bye.

 

Infatuation is when you find somebody who is absolutely perfect.
Love is when you realize that they aren’t and it doesn’t matter.

~Unknown

Superman!

I got my 1st ever bike accident.

The bike hit the kerb,
and i flew off like superman!!
Hahaha.

Lucky we landed on the grass + mud ground. But it was still quite hard.
I was thrown off, landed on my hands, rolled a few times.
My face nearly hit the concrete sidewalk.
*I thank God so much the impact wasn’t so hard*

My friend howevor,
hit a signboard.
HAHAHAHAHAHAH.
k, not funny.
hahaha.

My pants was covered with mud.
Lucky i was wearing my friend’s jacket. So my top was rescued.
My friend’s white shirt was coloured with the beautiful mud color.

Our souvenier:

I sprained both my wrist.
But my left wrist is the worse one.
It turned blue black and it hurts like shit.
But now its better 🙂
(Thanks to the massage)

My friend’s right knee was in a much worse condition.
It was swollen and right on top of his knee,
there’s this bulging bruise which is damn damn huge.
*Imagine an overturn rice bowl*
(yeah, that big)

I was totally stunned.
After being thrown, i got up slowly, brushed my pants, with this stone face staring ahead.

Him: You okae? You okae?
Me: *Still in a daze face* huh…ya. ya. ya. ya.

Then i dragged myself to the sidewalk and sat there with a stone face.
I’m still in shock okae. Haha.

I was actually on my way to work.
And we reached SGH at 8.05am.
I was so happy cause i reached early and i already planned to buy drinks and bread to eat while waiting for my friend.
And 4 seconds later my thoughts ended.

I actually sat there stoning till around 8.25am when Tirza called me asking me where i am.
I told her i was near housemen canteen at SGH and that i had an accident.
And my dear Tirza actually rushed down.
Awwww.. Thanks yaw! 🙂

The head of the bike was a disaster. In other words hancor rabak.
The bike has no head. Haha.

Anyways,
I still went to work.
Tirza accompanied me to the toilet while i cleaned my pants, all the while holding back the pain on my wrist.
And i borrowed her long cardigan so that i can cover some of the mud stain that i can’t get rid off.
The whole day i was like in a trance.
The images kept repeating in my head.
And Tirza kept asking me the whole day
“You okae not? You stoning arh?”
Haha.

After work,
my friend insisted to meet me at my station.
With his friends. -.-

All of his friends said the same thing.

“Nadrah! Kau okae tak?”
“Bastard sak kau bawak anak dara orang kene accident”

Haha.

And i bet all of you gonna roll your eyes to what i’m gonna say next.

After that,
we head over to Marsiling to play pool.

HAHAHA.

Cause Lam, Bunn and Syam wanted to play.
So yeah.
My friend was limping all the way.
Kesian-kesian….

But i’m so thankful it wasn’t that serious.

And no,
i will not stop riding bike.

😀

The long long day i had.

I woke up for work with a drag man!

I was on 2 days mc on last thursday and friday.
I had already reach SGH when suddenly i felt a headache coming up.
Then it got worse.
I suddenly felt nausea.

Cause the night before i had fever but i already at panadol.
It came back the next morning. Haiya.
Banyak punya susah lo.

Since my friend sent me to work,
he insisted i get an mc and see a doctor.
I refused initially but he damn stubborn also.

In the end i gave up.
He brought me to Bukit Batok Polyclinic.
Hah! Amek kau. Punye jauh.

My fever came back.
The doctor also told me i’m having tension headache.
Hahaha.

Paid my medications and off we go.
I tell you arh. The headache is really killing me.
I’m having it everyday and everyday i’m depending on my medications.

Hope it’ll get better soon.

AND AND AND AND

I CAN DRIVE A

CAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hahahaha!

I have officially passed my TP!

Alhamdulillah.
Aisey bedah.
Happy giler!

And the MMs is planning to rent a family car so that all of us can go for a picnic.
-.-
Banyak-banyak picnic eh.
But i okae go je.🙂

My friend accompanied me to make my licence.
I excited u!!! Haha.
And we had to watch this 15 mins video on road safety and it showed us horrible accidents that were caught on tape. And half most of the time, i was closing my eyes.
Goodness, you guys should see where this motocycle was caught in between a huge truck and a van.
AHHHHHHH…
I don’t know what happened la actually cause once i saw he wobbled in between, i close my eyes. hahaha.
All of it happened in Singapore. Ish ish.

After that,
met syam and fad at amk and off we went to find Lam’s workplace to eat.
We got lost.
And there was a massive terrible traffic jam at the expressway.
My butt was aching like hell.
And si syam ni can got off the bike and stretch like a cat in the middle of the highway.
-.-
We tried our luck turn here turn there which took like an hour plus when finally we found the place.
Not accessible at all! Taxi only.
Bunn and his girl was already there.
Aisey bedah! First time in my life i saw Lam masak cam professional.
Sedap plak tu. Tahniah! Haha.

Eat eat eat then closed the shop at 9+ and off we head to esplanade.
Lepak-lepak.. Chill chill..
I laugh cam nk terkencing kat seluar. Hahaha.

Then they went to catch the last train home.
Fad sent syam home and this prince-tak-menjadi suro kite skali anta die.
Mampos.
But then i wanted to pee anyway. Haha.
Dah tompang toilet,
lepak lagi kat luar rumah syam.
Then…….. jeng jeng jeng…

We go home la…
-.-
Reached home at 7++ am.

Slept like a pig. Woke up at 1pm and accompanied my bro to town to go shopping.
Ade orang tu dah dapat gaji.
Bought tops at topman. Hmmp! Dah abang-abang.
Then off he went to work.

Other than that,
I love my mummy.
So the very much.

This is my life

There comes a time when you have to stand up and shout: This is me damn it! I look the way I look, think the way I think, feel the way I feel, love the way I love! I am a whole complex package. Take me… or leave me. Accept me – or walk away! …When you are strong enough to love yourself 100%, good and bad – you will be amazed at the opportunities that life presents you.”

~Stacey Charter

Gj,
i gave you so many advices. Take them. Learn them. And absorb. Things may not go the way you want it to be. But thats life. You can be strong when you want to be.
Both of you are in this together. I know deep down you both love each other.
But things happen. And thats fate.
Please be strong k babe.
Love you.

Anyways,
I was stumped when one of my colleague suddenly asked me out of the blue while eating our lunch,

Shirley: Eh, you never cry one right?
Me: Huh? Never cry?
Shirley: Yala, you always so happy one.. Make joke.. Laugh-laugh. Like very very happy everyday.
Me: Haha.. Hmm.. *Pause* Got la.. When i can’t take it anymore.

Which let me to think.
Did i put up a front so brave its covering up emotions i’ve put away so deep?
Its been quite some time since i shed a tear.
And yesterday i nearly did but i stopped myself.
I Hate crying anymore.

Dear Mr MM,
I’m sorry i made you angry.
I knew the outcome but you insisted.
Put it behind.
I love the talked we had the other day.
Thank you for your honesty and courage.
Time will tell.

All of you have no right to judge what you don’t understand.
Say what you wanna say.
It doesn’t make a difference to me.
Blame me for all i care.
I know i’m not in the wrong.
Criticize me all you want.
Its  not gonna bring me down.
Talk bad about me as far as you can go.
It’ll not bring me anything.
For all i know,
This is my life.
My happiness.
I deserve to be happy.
I want to be happy.
So there you go.

Hate me? Whatever.

I’m okae.

Its already been some time since its over.
I’ve survive.
I’ve made it.
I’m stronger than i think i am.

I’m okae.
🙂

PS: Thanks to those beloved beloved ones who helped me pull through.
I love you guys till the end.
Loves.

Jangan jadi makcik super kepo

Firstly,

I really can’t stand makcik-makciks that are so freaking kepo!!!!
Arrgggg.

If thats not enough, they have to talk about the particular thing to other people and ‘help spread the word”.

Eh please la. Can mind your own business or not. Can respect people’s privacy or not.
Dorang nye pasal la nak buat ape.
Dah terang-terang tak susah kan korang pe.
Aku paling menyampah.
Don’t step nak jadi makcik caring kat sini.
Semue dah naek bingit.

Lau dah nampak,
Please buat bodoh je la.
Tak ya gi bilang report kat seme orang.
Nak ape?
Malu kan dorang?
Tak perlu sey.

Dari dulu same je.
Hiaz.

It made another history

I can’t believe it.

I had my menses after lunch.
And the pain gradually start then affecting my lower back.

I can’t even stand up straight. I had to walk like an old lady.
Went to the toilet a few times. Vomitted twice.

And Tirza was like :  “You okae not?”
Me: “Don’t think so lei. I already swallowed 4 mefenamic acid. Doesn’t work. F***”

Then i told my incharge and she told me to sit down till its better.
By 4pm i was still in pain. And they asked me to go home.
I got up with dizziness and i thought i was going to faint while otw to the mrt stn.
Damn.

I only got to a few stops when i got out at one station cause my friend offered to send me back.
Thank goodness!

I was back safe and sound.
Biting my lips cause of the pain.
Once i reach home, got a bottle of hot water and roll it on my stomach and fell asleep.

Haiz.
Damn. Damn. Damn.

You’ll hear this again in a month’s time.
But with a slightly different storyline on how it ruined that particular day.